Friends, Before you read this post please take a moment to visit my friend and brother Todd and vote for his artwork at the Etsy Challenge. He is a humble and beautiful man with great artistic talent. He deserves to win!
"Come to the edge." He said,
"We can't. We're afraid."
"Come to the edge." He said,
"We can't. We will fall!"
"Come to the edge." He said,
And they came.
And he pushed them.
And they flew.
Guillaume Apollinaire
For the last few weeks I was asked to be the 'hotline' for the freshly graduated batch of doctors starting at the hospital where I work.
Its been a wonderful few weeks, being able to share with them some of what i've learnt over the course of the last few years. Helping out with difficult procedures, clinical assessment skills and differential diagnosis in a setting which is far removed from the cloistered world of textbooks and lectures.
They are between worlds at the moment. In transition.
I can still remember the world they've left behind...;)
I was never a 'model' medical student lol. I used to frequently skip lectures which i knew i'd fall asleep in anyway and take the first train to the beach.... Returning at days end with sand in my clothes and stories of wild blue water to wake up my sleepy classmates.
I have learnt almost all of my medicine at the bedside. By learning 'on the job'.
The last few years of 'doctoring' have been a truly wild ride. Like everyone who chooses this career, I have pushed my body and mind to their limits. I have met incredible human beings. Health care workers who inspire me to hone my skills and widen my heart.... And patients who have shown me the true meaning of courage, love and grace.
I came recently to a cross roads in my life.
I know that I am at a fertile point in my medical career. In the Australian system, I could choose to sit my specialist exams in 2010 and enter a specialty training program.
I have given this deep thought...and I continue to think deeply about it.
In many, many ways it is what is expected of me, by my peers and my mentors.
It is the safe way. The secure way.
And yet, right or wrong, I have chosen another road.
I have decided that right now, what I need to do is to go back to Swaziland and help in whatever ways I am able.
At this stage, I am only going for a few months...its all i can afford as i will be paying for my airfare, accomodation and living expenses myself..
Even so, this means that, at least for now, I must leave the "hospital system" which has been my safety net...
I know that some people feel that what i am doing is foolish. That at a relatively young age I am leaving job security and income security for very uncertain ground.
And yet somehow I know that at this moment. This is what I must do.
There is a line in one of my favourite Joshua Kadison songs which says "Life has a way, of making us choose, between the dream to fly and the ground we might lose."
If you know me at all then you'll know that I'm one of those knuckleheaded believers who has always chosen the dream.
So as of tommorrow at 5pm when my contract at this hospital finishes, I am 'casting off the bowlines', I am sailing away from the 'safe harbour'....
I am choosing to live my life according to my rules. To step 'boldly in the direction of my dreams' and live the life I have imagined...
Even if I fall flat on my face, at least I will know that I always followed my heart. That I never lived my life in fear.
I look forward to taking you with me in a couple months time my friend to the mountains of Swaziland.
To share with you the stories of the people who have changed my entire way of seeing and being in the world.
I have no idea what the future holds for me. Only God knows where I'll be in a year from now.
But I'm excited that I have the opportunity to burn the map and start again.
My humble prayer is that whatever happens, I might continue to be of service to this world that I love so much,
My warmest love to you, dear friend,
May we always have the courage to
Live our dreams,
Maithri
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7MD7f1MsGs
92 Whispers of Hope:
I have no doubt, lovely man, that you will soar, no matter what paths in life you choose. And I have no doubt that the people for whom you care will be the luckiest in the world. I'll go with you, wherever you are... no worries there! XOXO
My dearest one, you will indeed, always soar and I, too, am with you wherever you go. It takes courage in the world today to take the chance, to follow ones dream but it is and always will be worth whatever risk. You offer so much joy and love to so many and that is what our tired old world needs more than anything. I was so delighted to find a website where there were a number of your poems. I posted one the other night. They are really beautiful! Much love to you and may you find joy and beauty to share and to give.
Oh, I forgot! I visited your brother's site yesterday, loved his work and voted for him. Didn't realize he was your brother at the time. What a delight!
Maithri, the time to jump is when you are young... because if you wait till you are old, you may not have the resources... I know your every effort will be blessed and flowing in love and light... playing it safe does not make the world go round... instead, living dreams are what change lives, and the world for the better.
Love to you...
Dear Diane,
Thank you my friend for your blessings,
I'm very excited... Two months to go!
Much love, M
I always imagine you with cushions of light around you - not a godly, untouchable light but a warm light - coming from the center of Mother Earth
so it would be impossible for you to fall on your face - you'd just bounce off the light
hugs sweet doctor
Dear Sylvia,
He's my brother in spirit ;) I call all my male friends brother.... ;) Hes such a humble human being, full of kindness and talent!
Thanks for your beautiful wishes... The people of Africa are in my heart and I cant wait to get back and help in whatever ways I can,
M
Dear Shimmerings,
Thank you so much for your kind blessings,
I feel that now is the right time... the right moment...
I've planned it as best I can...now I let the rest up to the universe...
Love and light, M
Dear Dianne,
Cushions of light... Thank you my friend for your beautiful presence in my life...
For this beautiful image...
Yeah... if we fall... we just get back up again...
The light is everywhere...
Much love dear friend, M
I wish you abundant luck, Maithri. You are following you intuition and it will likely lead you to magical places in your heart and mind.
Dear Maithri,
"Wherever you go, go with all your heart."
Dianne said it well... cushions of light ~ around you, around those you love, and around those who love you. You could never fail at anything!
Peace be with you always,
B:-)
How foolish of me! Of course, all men are your brothers! You can tell it's late and my brain is already asleep.
Dear Maithri
I just voted for Todd.
"My humble prayer is that whatever happens, I might continue to be of service to this world that I love so much" Amen to that.
You my darling brother are the Gandhi of my life. I learn from you to love than to spite; to get up and do than to sit and plan; to care than to pity. I love you, your work and your heart. Thank you so much for being you. I will look forward to reading about your journey. Good luck and remember than those who dream are never wrong even if they fall flat on their faces. And you will soar with the impulse. I have faith.
My love,
Suroor
M, if your light burns any brighter im scared my computer screen is going to explode;)
Take my love on your journey dear one,
Janice from Kingston
dear dear man, you know what is best for maithri and you must do that thing...it is the only thing you must do and after that, there will be another leading from this one choice and at each step, at each step, there will be a pause and a backward glance before you take another leap of faith...I think, in this shortest of times that I have known you and read your words, I can see you are a man of deep faith and it is those kinds of men who change lives and whole worlds, simply by believing....you know that. I know that. You are doing the only thing you can do and you will never ever regret it.
I wish you a gentle wind always at your back, a warm fire to warm you and loving ones with open hearts to hold you when times are hard.
Thank you for sharing this post. Indeed, there is something liberating about having the COURAGE to 'come to the edge' and in journeying through the Road Less Travelled. You reminded me of Frost’s poem (LOL):
THE ROAD NOT TAKEN
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference.
I wish to encourage you with this scripture verse: “But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty...” (1 Corinthians 1:27)
Wherever you go, whatever you do, you dearest Maithri WILL SOAR!
Congrats Maithri in your libration to follow your own unique dream and path in life. I look forward to hearing where it will take you in the years to come.
Beautiful introductory tale and a wonderful video. And in between a most insightful anecdote. Many thanks.
Greetings from London.
That is my mantra, too, Maithri - and I've passed it on to my daughters..."Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do..... Explore. Dream. Discover."
How wonderful it is that you have decided to return to the mountains of that little kingdom and to help it's gentle, smiling people. I salute you, brother, and admire you deeply.
I've spent very many happy times in Swaziland - our bestest friend still lives there - and the country and the people still remain close to my heart.
Go well, go safely, Maithri ....and, please, share it with us and, especially, let us help if we can.
You are doing what many want to do but don't have the courage. It takes a lot of courage to step boldly in the direction of your dream.
I wish you luck and wish you success and I am looking forward to coming along the journey with you.
Bravo! I applaud you for being true to yourself and for having the courage to follow your dream and to be a doctor in the truest sense of the word, i.e. to help make the world a better place. You are love and love is you! Blessings my friend!
I just came to this same stepping off point in my life (although yours is far more noble than my choice) but I'm choosing a dream. It never fails to amaze me that you consistently write what I need to hear. :) Much love and peace.
Dear Maithri, my brother I am happy to know you are following your heart since it is in Swaziland.
Your post is wonderful, you put your words so naturally and beautifully. Your blog means a lot to me, one of the first things I do is to check for your recent posts. People must love you, you are such a lovable person (smiling).
I am glad you are taking your followers with you on your journey. It will no doubt be amazing and affect many people. I cannot wait to read your stories.
Peace and love brother of mine
How beautiful that you are following your heart and not logic (which often fails us anyway). Good luck with your venture. (I just read a book with some quotes I am still considering and one is that luck is what we should ask for, not power as luck is the gift for us to use while power takes away from someone else. While I am still considering this, it seems the kind of blessing I would want if I was stepping out on my dream. You are an inspiration on many levels)
I admire you even more now! You want to give of yourself to those who need you and that is simply beautiful. I know you will not fall Maithri. You will fly and make a difference and I'm so happy for you!
I'm truly moved by your decision and very inspired. :)
May God go with you, Brother Maithri, on your right side and on your left, before you and behind, a shield and a guide, a comfort and a cause of rejoicing. Amen.
My love and prayers go with you also, and there was never a doubt in my mind which path you would choose :)
Ya Haqq!
Maithri...will you still be able to blog? I sure hope so :) You've been such an inspiration to me.
May God bless this next phase in your journey with miracles and wonder. And may the Holy Spirit continue to flow through you in healing the hurt and afflicted.
Love and peace,
Grace
As always,
I will hold you close in thoughts.
Wish you inner strength
and unending light
you are a gift
and I treasure you
always
Kia ora Maithri,
What calls to you in your Soul is far bigger than "what is expected". And you truly take the Love of so many with you on this Path. My thoughts are with you brother, and the Inspiration you have given me to find my own voice and carry on my own fight has been reaffriming of my own path, or at least starting to find out what it is. Bless you my friend, and I hope we still have your presence here online.
Aroha,
Robb
Dear Maithri,
While i really haven't gotten to know you yet, i absolutely KNOW you!!! You are a diamond in the rough!!! A person with a kind giving soul who will soar in life!! Your post made me so happy! Your quest is so very far from my being but i feel close!!!
Maithri i wish you such good luck and success!!!
Thank you!!!
Michelle
You make the world a better place, my friend. You really do. This story has lifted my spirits!
I'm so proud of you, Maithri for making this decision. I am a knuckleheaded believer myself. In this life, it is always better to follow your dreams than play it safe. Life is too short.
Dear Maithri,
When love calls you must follow.
What your soul craves is often-times against the tide of the masses. So brave heart that you are, you take the winding,lonely road that leads you on your way home.
May your love and light surround you and be a beacon of hope to all!
You are a child of light my friend. Here is a link to a lady who takes photographs in Africa:
http://ugandascarlettlion.blogspot.com/
Dearest Maithri,
Mungu atakubariki [God will continue to bless you].
Mama Shujaa
Dearest Maithri,
Let me simply say, let us all be "the wind beneath your wings," and fly, my darling, fly!
I am so proud of you for following your heart. The wisdom of my years has shown me that when we do this, we find true happiness. It doesn't mean things won't be difficult, but it does mean that we will have the grace to deal with the difficulties.
Please let us, your cyber family, know if you need anything or if we can help in any way.
Via con Dios, my dear Angel Friend.
Love you, Linda
go maithri! most of us choose the safest road...the path of least resistance...it takes true courage and a trusting, loving spirit to step off that path, and follow what you believe to be your true calling. i know you are an absolute Godsend to those you care for in swaziland...they must know how blessed they are that you choose them. and you will be blessed in return. travel safely, dear friend. someday, i'll step off my path and see you there!
much love,
d
Hi Maithri~ The Lemonade Award is for sites which show great attitude and/or attitude!
I have one for you!
Thank you for being you!!!
Stop by my blog to pick up an award for you. Take care and thanks for the inspiration.
http://www.everydaygyaan.com/2009/01/awards-again.html
Corinne
Maithri:
You are one of those rare individuals who practice what they preach. You put action behind your words. You are very admirable.
I wish you the very best. I think you are choosing the less traveled path and in all ways you and the people you meet will be better for it.
Love Renee
in every moment my3,
you are in the write place
at the write time
doing the write things
for the write people
and write reasons.
i can't wait to read your posts from the mountains of swaziland!
God shines in all you do, every brave decision you make
"to miracles! and soul maps!"
as martha beck would say,
"to steering by starlight!"
llooo, ~s.
Oh, dear. It's now hard to comment. I am so deeply moved by this post.
All I can say is that, not ever even met you, I feel fortunate to know of your blog. I can only imagine how lucky the human beings you come in contact must be. And you are lucky to have them, for it appears that it is this direct connection to humanity that drives your passion and your soul.
I wish you all good things as you take your chosen path. I'll stay tuned too for how it's going.
Peace, love and all good things to you, Maithri. {{tight squeeze and many pats on those strong shoulders)
the minute I read the part where you said you could sit for your exams I thought, 'yeah, he's not doing that' LOL.
maithri, we may not know each other in real life but if there is one thing I know for sure from our connection in blogland, it's that you will always work to spread love out into the world.
I absolutely know in my heart that you will be doing amazing good in this world.
bless you-
brandi
Oh Maithri,
You never cease to amaze me. Fly my dear. Fly high and when your arms get tired, keep flying, keep dreaming, and keep believing. I know that you will make the right decision for you. I believe in you.
Please keep me informed of your journey.
“Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore.”
~Andre Gide
My love to you.
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do."
Love your light and life Maithri.
I'm so glad to know that you are taking us with you, dear friend. You are loved and admired and supported on the wings of the Divine.
All is well..Life is good.
Those who follow their heart and aim at selfless tasks, never fall flat.
Also a nice meaningful poem. H.C. Beeching in his poem 'Going Downhill on a Bicycle' writes:
"Who climbs with toil wheresoe'er, Shall find wings waiting there."
Thank you dear friends for your words of encouragement and love...
I feel alive.. I feel as though I am on purpose...
I look forward to sitting down and responding to each of your kind comments...
Till then, I wish you love and the wild, tender wings of hope to usher in a new page, a new day, a new life...
Maithri
Awesome! Good luck!
Dear Kenju,
Many thanks my friend for your kind words,
I once read that if "prayer is you talking to God. Intuition is God talking to you."
May we follow the voice in our hearts,
With love and thanks, Maithri
Dear Barb,
Thank you so much for your words of encouragement,
Yes... To go with all our hearts wherever we go... this is what we are called to do...
To live and love fully...
Truly there is no failure...
Thank you for the beautiful reminder,
With love, M
Dear Sylivia,
We'd say "A brother from another mother" :)
Much love my friend, Much love,
M
My dear Sister Suroor,
Thank you so very much for your kindness to me...
I'm no Gandhi my friend ;) Just an ordinary guy doin my best to give love...
Your soul shines my sister... There is such power in you, such a voice...
I am glad that you are here in this world and able to use that voice...that power...to bring more love for us all...
Peace and love sister Suroor,
M
Dear Janice,
You always make me smile ;)
Thank you for the love... I will take it with me wherever i go,
With humble thanks and many hugs,
M
Dear Linda (@Vulturepeakmuse)
Thank you my friend for your beautiful words of wisdom...
Truly you articulate the secret so well...
Simply to take one step...and then another...
To open one door, make one choice and then the next...
This is how the road unfolds...
Thank you for your beautiful presence in my life,
For all the love you give,
Love and light, M
Dear Cath,
My friend, you speak to my heart!
I love Robert Frosts words... have thought about them so much recently...
And to read them here again, shared by your own beautiful hand...is moving and inspiring...
Truly there are two roads diverged in the yellow wood...
And to choose the road less travelled.... feels right to me in this moment...
Your life is a blessing to the world and im honoured to call you friend,
Fly on beautiful one,
Maithri
Dear Brother Bernie,
Thank you my friend. I know that you have always followed your heart and your life is a beautiful testament to your journey...
I deeply appreciate your presence here my brother and look forward always to reading your words and feeling your spirit,
Light and peace, M
Dear Cuban,
Thank you brother for your kindness..
I'm always glad when you stop by...
Peace and light brother to you and yours, M
Dear Tessa,
What a thrill it has been to meet you this year my friend...
Your light shines so brightly...
Yes... the people of Swaziland are amazing... they endure great suffering with deep dignity...
I look forward to sharing more of their stories here...
Thank you once again for the love in your words,
Sending wings of peace to embrace you,
Maithri
Dear Pink Dogwood,
And it will be a pleasure to have you along my friend ;)...
I think its much harder not to follow your dream...because you have to endure so much that you dont want to...
To live your passion is a lot easier than living a life of obligation...
Love and light and thank you once again for your kindness to me, M
Dear Mark,
Thank you my brother for your beautiful kindness...
I think you are right... that the soul of medicine is not about heirarchys or status...it is about helping...about compassion...
I hope that i can do justice to those whom i serve,
With love to you and yours, M
Dear Karma,
Yay for you my friend!! Thats awesome...
Im so glad that you've chosen your passion... Know that your friends are here to support you on the journey...
The road is not always easy...there are heartbreaks and bad days... but we walk with courage, knowing that somehow, someway, we will succeed,
Power to you my sister, Deep power and soft love,
Maithri
My dear Sister Carina,
How it warms my heart to read your words my beautiful sister...
I've found that when you love people, when you're kind to them...not in a fake way... but a genuine way... when you try to see the fullness of God in them... when you look for love in them and not fault...
Then you find love whereever you go.... ;)
You are a wonder my friend... I know that you have so much to offer this world and I cant wait to see the things that your hands, your words, and your life will create...
My deepest love, M
Dear Rain,
Thank you my friend for your beautiful blessings...
Truly luck is something which ask for ;)...
I think it was senece who said "Luck is what happens when preparation and opportunity meet..."
I'm trying to ready myself for the coming journey... Theres much to do...;)
Love and peace to you my friend,
M
Dear Tabitha,
Your positive, beautiful energy always inspires me...
infuses me with hope and the elixir of joy..
You truly have 'chosen bliss' - and that joy emanates from you and touches those whom you meet like an ever widening pool of light...
Sending you love my friend,
only love,
M
Dearest Brother Irving,
Your words bring tears to me.
I bow my head in humility for your beautiful words of blessing and your powerful, radiant presence in my life.
Sending you and your family all my love dear brother,
Maithri
Dear Grace,
You inspire me my sister,
Thank you for your warm and beautiful words.
There is a computer in the hospital... with a very slow dial up connection.... I will do my very best to continue blogging... to share their stories and the experience with you all,
With love, M
Dear Sister Sorrow,
And I know that 'unending light'
that flows from your
heart...
will give me strength
in the time to come,
Thank you for sharing the road with me,
Much love, M
Dear Robb,
Brother your words as always come as gift to me...
Everything is energy.... Every moment, every meeting, every thought...
I believe that when we support each other, share love with each other whether it be in 'real life' or in a blogging community...
We draw strength and light to ourselves in the same breath as we give it away.....
This is the beautiful mathematics of kindness....which acts as a wave watering both the ground of the giver and the receiver...
I thank you for your energy my brother... your kindness.. your love...
It gives me strength and deep hope,
Sending you and your family my love,
Maithri
Dear Michelle,
Thank YOU my friend,
I feel your beautiful presence in the room...
Thanks for shining your light and for sharing this kindness with me,
I send you love and deep authentic power,
Maithri
Dear Selma,
Thank you my friend for your humbling words,
All of us are just doing what we can... trying our best to make whatever small difference we can...
Together I believe we can create real and lasting changes,
I appreciate your life and affirm the light within you,
Blessings of peace, M
Dear Sister Shell,
Yes my friend... Heres to all the knuckleheaded believers out there ;)
I remember john lennons beautiful words " you may say i'm a dreamer but i'm not the only one..."
Thank you for all the love and light you bring to the world,
Sending you my love,
Maithri
Dear Sister Miruh,
As always your words come as refreshment and nourishing light to my heart,
Your words remind me of Gibran in the Prophet...
"When love calls to you. Follow. Though his ways are hard and steep."
Love is the only road worth walking, thank you for the reminder today my friend,
Much love, M
Dear Sister Yoli,
Thank you for your kind words,
I will check out the link!
Much love to you dear friend,
M
Dear Mama,
Thank you my friend for your beautiful blessings,
It never ceases to amaze me that all of us are able to make a difference... in our own humble way.
Thank you for all the love and light you bring to the world,
Blessing you, Maithri
Dearest Linda,
Thank you dear friend for your beautiful words,
In so many ways you all have given me such support and courage for the journey...
Thank you for your loving heart and deep wisdom,
Sending you my love and wings of peace to enfold you,
M
Dear Donna,
I love hearing from you!
Thank you for the gift of your kind words my sister...
It is my honour and priveledge to serve these gracious and beautiful people in whatever small way i can...
People often dont realise that 'the helper' is helped more than anyone can imagine...
And that has always been my experience....
That they give me so much...love, peace and courage for the road,
Maithri
Dear Calli,
Thank you so much for the kind award,
I'm truly humbled and honoured,
May you be blessed with light and deep peace,
Maithri
Dear Corinne,
My heartfelt thanks for this beautiful gift you have given me...
I am humbled that you thought of me...
Sending you a world of love on the wings of the morning,
Maithri
Dear Renee,
My sister I thank your for your kindness to me...
I think its important to do our best to maintain integrity between thought, word and action...
Its sometimes easy to talk the talk...but walking the walk is whats really asked of us..
I always say that the loveletter thats never translated into the language of action remains unopened...
Love and light to you dear friend,
M
Dear Sandra,
My dear friend your words are a gift to me as always,
"To steering by starlight"
Wow!!
Yes... we are always in the right place at the right time...
And we always have a choice...
Heres to bravely following our heart... and trusting the things it tells us,
Much love to you my friend,
lllooo, ;)
M
Dear Gina,
Thank you for your tender words to me...
I think compassion is something which all of us are born with... and yet for some of us... somewhere along the way... we become so absorbed in our own problems that we forget our brothers and sisters...
I am as imperfect as the next man...
But I actively try and remember...that we are one...
And that the world is my family,
Much love, M
Dear Brandi,
LOL!! you know me well my sister...
I've sat soooo many exams in my life... the thought of another set drives me nuts! lol
I just cant wait to get back to Africa and help out...its pretty simple really ;)
Much love to you dear friend,
M
Dear Alexys,
Your words mean so much to me beautiful sister,
Yes we need to keep on flyin... no matter how tired are arms may be ;)
Thank you for sharing those beautiful words by Gide with me...
You are a luminous, radiant star in my life and I thank you for all the blessings your presence affords...
Sending you the sun,
Maithri
Dear Marcia,
And I love YOUR light and YOUR life my dear friend..
You inspire and humble me every day with your work in this world...
THANK YOU so much for everything you do...
Much love, M
Dear Rebecca,
My friend I feel that love and support...
"The wings of the divine" how beautiful...
I send you the light that sparkles the seas and taps gently against the window pane,
Thank you for your great love, your presence makes the world better,
Maithri
Dear Amritbir,
Thank you my friend for your beautiful words...
Truly climbing is its own reward...
Winged peace to you and yours,
Maithri
Dear Samosas for one,
Thank you my friend,
I send you love across the waters,
M
My sweet friend with the brave heart!
if in need of a save harbor...food to eat...rest...love...a home away from home....please come down to cape town...we will replenish your soul...feed you...make you rest...and with love send you out to the world again!
email me when you are at the airport...we'll be there in 20minutes...
brave soul!!! so proud of you...and yes! you are doing the right thing... promise. xx
My sweet friend with the brave heart!
if in need of a save harbor...food to eat...rest...love...a home away from home....please come down to cape town...we will replenish your soul...feed you...make you rest...and with love send you out to the world again!
email me when you are at the airport...we'll be there in 20minutes...
brave soul!!! so proud of you...and yes! you are doing the right thing... promise. xx
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this is Kellen saying:
'Life doesn't frighten me at all'...
do you remember uncle Maithri?2
Love you...and cannot wait to meet you...if you decide to come for the food and the rest...but Oh!!! the lovin will be just as good! heehee
high five! xx
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this is Kellen saying:
'Life doesn't frighten me at all'...
do you remember uncle Maithri?2
Love you...and cannot wait to meet you...if you decide to come for the food and the rest...but Oh!!! the lovin will be just as good! heehee
high five! xx
xl,m lkbm k
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